Basically my life is shit. The more I sit here and contemplate it the more apparent it becomes. I'm surrounded by retards, buts its very clear that the powers that be could do something if they felt fit, but basically unless it involves linking me up with shit people they wont do it. For example, I have a huge MySpace and several web sites which basically are me trying to meet people, and in 5 years I have got fuck all. Thats because the evil governemtn are fucking my internet up. Theres plenty of people that would love to meet me, but i'm treated like a radioactive substance and no ones allowed near me. As such I sit here alone day after day after fucking day. Its like i'm a special technology and unless they can have me no one can, and they'd rather destroy me than let me free.
Its easy to spot the government sponsored initiatives, they can do so much, but they WONT make anything good happen.
I would rather DIE than bow to their company.
I swear I am so desperate to leave this country.
Saturday, 21 July 2007
Sunday, 8 July 2007
Murder Implements
Just another comment on old people. Amongst many, including indians, blacks, retards and ugly people, old people are a classic weapon of an evil governemtn. Essentially they bring you down. They stop you wanting to try, they depress you. For example, I was gearing up to go out which is quite hard, and the old cunt next door made his prescence felt as he usually does at critical stages (coincidence? I dont think so) and it just left me feeling that I didn't want to go out.
I also remember another time, I had booked a ticket to go to america and the date I had arranged to see had dropped out and I was trying to decide wether to go or not and see someone else. The flight left at 6am so I was planning to stay up all night. At 2am I went to the post office, its January so its fucking cold, but he was up, and his door was wide open. It really fucked up my mental process. Coincidence? I dont think so. Its these points that when you put them together provide the outline of the evil government. I know alot of you will thin k im a cunt for saying these things, especially about the old, but thats only because you either dont understand or are being contrary.
Another more general example is when I was sailing at an open meeting, a competition. The old people are generally crap because they're old, but they still sail right into your path. There was this one time when this old cunt would sail straight across me on every tack, no matter what I did. Like god himself was providing him with the exact wind needed to cut me up. He even once tacked across me and then almost sailed backwards right into me. They only way I could get oput of his way was to turn sharply and in doing so I actiually cap sized. Essentially he was fucking my game up making it impossible for the main players that he was essentially defending.
Currently at my gym there are these old people, and they make me feel ill. They spend ours in the gym in their dressing gowns sitting in the sauna and thew jacuzzi, and it makes me feel ill. Personally I dont think that old people should be allowed near healthy people.
I say that carefully as I have alot of friends that are old that I value. Its not the being old thats the problem, its the being a sack of shit retards AND being old. The thing is, they know what they're doing. They copy you. For example, no matter where I am they will always stand right in front of me and do their excercises. Dont get me wrong. Where I sail there are old people and they are healthy, and its a ppleasure to compete against them and they are not eyesores, but these old people, theses evil weapons are people that are intent on bringing other people down. Personally I feel that if you know you have aids or any such dangerous disease you should fuck off and not infect healthy people. But noooo, these old caunts have a mission, and thats to spread their disease to as many people as possible.
I also remember another time, I had booked a ticket to go to america and the date I had arranged to see had dropped out and I was trying to decide wether to go or not and see someone else. The flight left at 6am so I was planning to stay up all night. At 2am I went to the post office, its January so its fucking cold, but he was up, and his door was wide open. It really fucked up my mental process. Coincidence? I dont think so. Its these points that when you put them together provide the outline of the evil government. I know alot of you will thin k im a cunt for saying these things, especially about the old, but thats only because you either dont understand or are being contrary.
Another more general example is when I was sailing at an open meeting, a competition. The old people are generally crap because they're old, but they still sail right into your path. There was this one time when this old cunt would sail straight across me on every tack, no matter what I did. Like god himself was providing him with the exact wind needed to cut me up. He even once tacked across me and then almost sailed backwards right into me. They only way I could get oput of his way was to turn sharply and in doing so I actiually cap sized. Essentially he was fucking my game up making it impossible for the main players that he was essentially defending.
Currently at my gym there are these old people, and they make me feel ill. They spend ours in the gym in their dressing gowns sitting in the sauna and thew jacuzzi, and it makes me feel ill. Personally I dont think that old people should be allowed near healthy people.
I say that carefully as I have alot of friends that are old that I value. Its not the being old thats the problem, its the being a sack of shit retards AND being old. The thing is, they know what they're doing. They copy you. For example, no matter where I am they will always stand right in front of me and do their excercises. Dont get me wrong. Where I sail there are old people and they are healthy, and its a ppleasure to compete against them and they are not eyesores, but these old people, theses evil weapons are people that are intent on bringing other people down. Personally I feel that if you know you have aids or any such dangerous disease you should fuck off and not infect healthy people. But noooo, these old caunts have a mission, and thats to spread their disease to as many people as possible.
Saturday, 7 July 2007
Bogus News
Bogus News
I'd like to say something about the news. Essentially its all bogus. Whilst most of the events are probably true they are all engineered to suit the governments purpose. For example, if there were 10 items of news they would only report on 5 which would mean that 5 items would be ignored.
This means that they can shape the news to manage the collective subconcious. For example, all the reporting on peadophiles. This is essentially a governement ploy to join government sychophants together against a common enemy whilst pursueing the oppression and persecution of those ostrisised by the government and its henchmen, the employers and the landlords etc.
Any single man can then be accused of being a peodophile, what ever they do.
There are two points here. It is fact that in the 1920's smoking was very taboo and the tobacco companies wanted to encourage smoking amongst women so they engineered a scenario in America where loads of women started smoking openly in high society. This was reported by the media in a light that made it look like women were rebelling and the result was that thousands of women started smoking. The point is that the media was utilised to control the mass. Ever since the government has been doing that also.
The second point is the the structure of the Nazi party was to unify the population by joining them in a common hatred against an outside body, the jew. The Americans did it with the Communists. People were truly scared of communists. Today they are doing it with terrorism and peopdophiles.
The news is used to focus on a known enemy, it never focusses on evil employers, evil corporates or evil land owners. The true enemy.
In short, you should not read the news. I know it sounds odd, but its true. We live in an evil country that is being managed by the media. The German people fell for it and us, the English are falling for it now.
I'll say more later.
I'd like to say something about the news. Essentially its all bogus. Whilst most of the events are probably true they are all engineered to suit the governments purpose. For example, if there were 10 items of news they would only report on 5 which would mean that 5 items would be ignored.
This means that they can shape the news to manage the collective subconcious. For example, all the reporting on peadophiles. This is essentially a governement ploy to join government sychophants together against a common enemy whilst pursueing the oppression and persecution of those ostrisised by the government and its henchmen, the employers and the landlords etc.
Any single man can then be accused of being a peodophile, what ever they do.
There are two points here. It is fact that in the 1920's smoking was very taboo and the tobacco companies wanted to encourage smoking amongst women so they engineered a scenario in America where loads of women started smoking openly in high society. This was reported by the media in a light that made it look like women were rebelling and the result was that thousands of women started smoking. The point is that the media was utilised to control the mass. Ever since the government has been doing that also.
The second point is the the structure of the Nazi party was to unify the population by joining them in a common hatred against an outside body, the jew. The Americans did it with the Communists. People were truly scared of communists. Today they are doing it with terrorism and peopdophiles.
The news is used to focus on a known enemy, it never focusses on evil employers, evil corporates or evil land owners. The true enemy.
In short, you should not read the news. I know it sounds odd, but its true. We live in an evil country that is being managed by the media. The German people fell for it and us, the English are falling for it now.
I'll say more later.
Alone
I think the biggest problem is the being alone. Its not lonlyness, its being able to defend yourself. Because being alone means your really suseptable to shit people. Its like people like me are under lock and key, and that opportunity never happens. That is opportunity with decent people. Theres plenty of shit opportunity. Anyway, i've had another shitty day and all I have is new memory implants of shitty people.
Its like i'm under lock and key, like the female side of me, or the person that I should be with. She is under a corporate lock and key. The prison being that she is made 'comfortable', and theres no reason to lower to my level, someone with no friends. The corporates all make it easy for her to visit them at the weekend like they were good freinds in their nice house. Life with me would be unbearable in comparison. Anyway, my point is that they are similarly controlling my opportunity. Everywhere I go I am constantly bombarded by shit people which stresses me out. Which means you cant act normally. But its a double whammy because I have no defence.
Today I have come home with the following shit memories:
Tramps in the street
Indians (I hate them)
Criminals (people that talk like shit in the pub)
Happy families (OMG They need so much space dont they and talk such shit.)
Low Life neibhours
Happy Couples
Ugly fat girls
To name but a few. And all I get to do is sit at home (for 15 years and forever) stewing on it.
The conclusion is that this is not a life. This is a living death. The sun is out and i'm alone and surrounded by retards, AGAIN, STILL, AS USUAL.
No one is going to call me. There will be no interuption to this nightmare.
Its like i'm under lock and key, like the female side of me, or the person that I should be with. She is under a corporate lock and key. The prison being that she is made 'comfortable', and theres no reason to lower to my level, someone with no friends. The corporates all make it easy for her to visit them at the weekend like they were good freinds in their nice house. Life with me would be unbearable in comparison. Anyway, my point is that they are similarly controlling my opportunity. Everywhere I go I am constantly bombarded by shit people which stresses me out. Which means you cant act normally. But its a double whammy because I have no defence.
Today I have come home with the following shit memories:
Tramps in the street
Indians (I hate them)
Criminals (people that talk like shit in the pub)
Happy families (OMG They need so much space dont they and talk such shit.)
Low Life neibhours
Happy Couples
Ugly fat girls
To name but a few. And all I get to do is sit at home (for 15 years and forever) stewing on it.
The conclusion is that this is not a life. This is a living death. The sun is out and i'm alone and surrounded by retards, AGAIN, STILL, AS USUAL.
No one is going to call me. There will be no interuption to this nightmare.
Wednesday, 4 July 2007
Surrounded By Shit People
A note on shit people. I am constantly surrounded by shit people. I believe this is a deliberate attempt to destroy me. (I know, I sound like a freak) Everywhere I go there are shit people. I call them disease bearers. When I moved here 7 years ago there were normal people living nearby, however, true to form, as they have done everywhere else they moved all those people out and replaced them with low lifes.
More, every corner I take there are shit people. Every route I take has beggers on it. These pestilent ridden people will often ask me 'for some change so they and they're girlfriend can get into the shelter'. Obviously this is custom written stuff by an evil government aimed at demoralising my. After all, even the beggers have girlfriends. But more than that, there are indian people everywhere I go. More about them later. Just for the record however, the term WOG in the dictionery officially means virus or pestilence and possibly mental pestilence. Which is what they are. However they only dammage weak people like me, or rather, weak single people that have no voice to defend themselves with.
Anyway, everywhere I go, instantly shit people follow. I joined a gym and whilst I know quality people go, they are never there when I am, instead its always old people or retarded low lifes or indians or russians. Its not just a coincidence, its managed.
I say this in this post not so much to make a point, but to set the scene as I will regularly post about the latest encounter with shit people and how the corporates and the government are supporting them and using them as porns to attack free thinkers like myself.
As a note, right now, the retard to the back of me is 'decorating his kitchen', a process he has been doing for over a year now. Periodically 'banging on the wall'. Its little details like that. Also, the use of old people. Old people make young people sick. So they are used as porns. The old person next door to me makes me sick, and he knows it. When I worked he worked, but as soon as I stopped working, so did he. That was so he could sit there and repress me and make me ill. Its a war of attrition. When hes gone I can sense it.
Which brings me on to my concept of the environment. I take that term in its literal sense, ENVIRO meaning about, and MENTAL meaning, the mental state, out mental condition. As such, we all influence our environment, but old poele and sick people and reatards influence it to the detriment. That is why they surround me with shit people, to destroy my environment and my mental well being and cause stress which causes illness and early death. That is why they are evil, because that is what they are doing, trying to kill me. Conversly, the environments they give themselves offer oxygen so they can absorb shit. Oxygen comes in the form of a girlfriends and more iomportantly, family. Without that you are sensitive to shit. That means they can scold you for being mean to old people or wogs or retards, becausae they put up with it and so should you. However, the point is that it has a stronger effect on people like me. That is how they build their walls, in the factories and offices, by strategic placement of shit people.
More on this as time goes by.
More, every corner I take there are shit people. Every route I take has beggers on it. These pestilent ridden people will often ask me 'for some change so they and they're girlfriend can get into the shelter'. Obviously this is custom written stuff by an evil government aimed at demoralising my. After all, even the beggers have girlfriends. But more than that, there are indian people everywhere I go. More about them later. Just for the record however, the term WOG in the dictionery officially means virus or pestilence and possibly mental pestilence. Which is what they are. However they only dammage weak people like me, or rather, weak single people that have no voice to defend themselves with.
Anyway, everywhere I go, instantly shit people follow. I joined a gym and whilst I know quality people go, they are never there when I am, instead its always old people or retarded low lifes or indians or russians. Its not just a coincidence, its managed.
I say this in this post not so much to make a point, but to set the scene as I will regularly post about the latest encounter with shit people and how the corporates and the government are supporting them and using them as porns to attack free thinkers like myself.
As a note, right now, the retard to the back of me is 'decorating his kitchen', a process he has been doing for over a year now. Periodically 'banging on the wall'. Its little details like that. Also, the use of old people. Old people make young people sick. So they are used as porns. The old person next door to me makes me sick, and he knows it. When I worked he worked, but as soon as I stopped working, so did he. That was so he could sit there and repress me and make me ill. Its a war of attrition. When hes gone I can sense it.
Which brings me on to my concept of the environment. I take that term in its literal sense, ENVIRO meaning about, and MENTAL meaning, the mental state, out mental condition. As such, we all influence our environment, but old poele and sick people and reatards influence it to the detriment. That is why they surround me with shit people, to destroy my environment and my mental well being and cause stress which causes illness and early death. That is why they are evil, because that is what they are doing, trying to kill me. Conversly, the environments they give themselves offer oxygen so they can absorb shit. Oxygen comes in the form of a girlfriends and more iomportantly, family. Without that you are sensitive to shit. That means they can scold you for being mean to old people or wogs or retards, becausae they put up with it and so should you. However, the point is that it has a stronger effect on people like me. That is how they build their walls, in the factories and offices, by strategic placement of shit people.
More on this as time goes by.
MySpace Profile Deleted
Just a note on My MySpace profile. As I have already said, its secret from here because its a nice page to attract girls and not to rant against the evil of England and the internet police.
However, MySpace is fairly critical in my well being in that it is my link to my friends, not that I actually have any. By definition my myspace page is like a stall at a market where i'm trying to sell stuff, ie, me, and even though i'm not doing well, the fact of being there is spiritually uplifting. Important point, because obviously the governemtn and Secret Internet Police dont want that. And so my account gets deleted regularly. However, its not just deleted regulary (about 6-12 months) its deleted at critical moments. For example, the first time it was deleted was 2 days before my birthday and me going on holiday. Anyone who has an insight into how depressing it is to be repressed by invisible government forces will understand how difficult birthdays are for people like me. So not only do they delete me MySpace but they do it before I go on holiday on my Birthday. The reason its damming is because obviously I rely on it to a certain extent. However, thats not the only time they do it. I went on holiday last month, and 3 days before that my account was deleted. Theres no redress in that.
I dont think they have a moral right to do that.
But my main point is that there is in some fashion a concerted effort to synchronise these 'damaging attacks' against me to achieve greater effect which can only signify an organising or controlling force. My MySpace account hase probably been deleted about 6 times in the last 4 years.
The effect of that is that I loose all my friends, as well as freinds that were developing.
Point being that they regularly delete my MySpace account in an organised fashion. More on MySpace and its evil police later.
However, MySpace is fairly critical in my well being in that it is my link to my friends, not that I actually have any. By definition my myspace page is like a stall at a market where i'm trying to sell stuff, ie, me, and even though i'm not doing well, the fact of being there is spiritually uplifting. Important point, because obviously the governemtn and Secret Internet Police dont want that. And so my account gets deleted regularly. However, its not just deleted regulary (about 6-12 months) its deleted at critical moments. For example, the first time it was deleted was 2 days before my birthday and me going on holiday. Anyone who has an insight into how depressing it is to be repressed by invisible government forces will understand how difficult birthdays are for people like me. So not only do they delete me MySpace but they do it before I go on holiday on my Birthday. The reason its damming is because obviously I rely on it to a certain extent. However, thats not the only time they do it. I went on holiday last month, and 3 days before that my account was deleted. Theres no redress in that.
I dont think they have a moral right to do that.
But my main point is that there is in some fashion a concerted effort to synchronise these 'damaging attacks' against me to achieve greater effect which can only signify an organising or controlling force. My MySpace account hase probably been deleted about 6 times in the last 4 years.
The effect of that is that I loose all my friends, as well as freinds that were developing.
Point being that they regularly delete my MySpace account in an organised fashion. More on MySpace and its evil police later.
Secret Internet Police
i'll probably refer to the secret internet police alot.
Today I had another example of it. Basically I have a Myspace that is totally unconnected with this account or any other account and only has girls on it as I want to meet girls, and so I dont talk any of this bullshit there.
However, today I had a friend invite from a template conspiracy theorist, and when I say template I mean probably bogus, probably secret internet police, trying to be my pal. The thing is, theres NO REASON AT ALL why he should have thought I would want to be his friend. It happens all the time. Essentially, the secret internet police are keeping me from meeting real people by keeping all my account 'isolated' from the real world. In 7 years on the internet I have never met a single person.
It is my belief that the secret internet police are out there blocking people like me from interacting with their 'slaves' and 'child bearers'.
That is evil. Its evil because I need the internet like I need water. Further, you come to rely on the internet and live in the expectation that it is as it appears. The desception therefore leads peoplpe into situations they are not aware of, for example, having no friends.
I dont want to go into this too much right now, but its obviously going to be a recurring theme so stay tuned.
Today I had another example of it. Basically I have a Myspace that is totally unconnected with this account or any other account and only has girls on it as I want to meet girls, and so I dont talk any of this bullshit there.
However, today I had a friend invite from a template conspiracy theorist, and when I say template I mean probably bogus, probably secret internet police, trying to be my pal. The thing is, theres NO REASON AT ALL why he should have thought I would want to be his friend. It happens all the time. Essentially, the secret internet police are keeping me from meeting real people by keeping all my account 'isolated' from the real world. In 7 years on the internet I have never met a single person.
It is my belief that the secret internet police are out there blocking people like me from interacting with their 'slaves' and 'child bearers'.
That is evil. Its evil because I need the internet like I need water. Further, you come to rely on the internet and live in the expectation that it is as it appears. The desception therefore leads peoplpe into situations they are not aware of, for example, having no friends.
I dont want to go into this too much right now, but its obviously going to be a recurring theme so stay tuned.
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